It happened to be the controversy between the heart and brain. I always think about things that stays with me forever and gives a permanent impact. It’s that thing or nothing. That’s how I grew up. All this started right from the first dress I was allowed to choose. From the first dress I chose to the job I chose to be I made all it happened with my knowledge. I might have chosen the path which I’m not interested in rather than choosing the favorite and desired path. But even though I travel in the path I didn’t desire, I have the same old love for the path I desired close to heart. And I give myself for that, trying hard, working out things, executing it, then fail, and again fail… thinking someday, somehow I’ll be there in the path I always wanted to be.
Exercise and workout till you get there for the fight. It’s not that I am calm waiting for the things to happen in my life, it’s just that I work till I get there in my way. It is just from that film “Rab ne bana de Jodi” I learnt this lesson “Travel in your mind and act where you gotta go, once and for all you’ll be there meeting you with the thing you wanted you to be” from the line
“We’re travelling in the love lane, down the street we’ll meet again”
I never felt bad for the tough days, they never mattered me, it was a real fun dealing with them. But I am always concerned about the unproductive days. The days I wanted to feel like worth having rather than regretting. A day with no regret is a successful day, a day wasted out of interest is like a day with no inner light.
Since, ups and downs are what the path are made of, being whiny will do no good. But trying to get a hype in the day is eventually necessary. The day started all with fun, but later it went down a drowsy part with no shown interest. And the buzz started when I realized and started to write this post. I postponed the work I gotta do because having no interest and doing a thing will only spoil the food. I chose its better tasty being late, than bitter being soon.
Still all things in life are connected with priorities, you can’t wait till the waves hit your shelter, when its a wave hitting your shadow is fine. There is no use in doing things when the thing matters nothing to you. Put the soul’s eternity even in the smallest work you do. At the end you’ll be proud that its your work.
At the same, don’t expect for the credits and don’t fall for the credits others give you. It might ruin the things you are up to. Never take the success to your head, your head will start to weigh more and at last you loose your balance – you might tremble or fall with the huge thud.